L'amour

Love and its complexities
Screws people and their mentalities
Why does it have to be so hard
When it comes to matters of the heart?

A moment of guilt

A moment of guilt and sadness just flashed across my mind...have I been really unfair and selfish?

我想哭

我想哭 你可不可以暫時別要睡
陪著我 像最初相識我當時未怕累
但如果 但如果說下去 或者
傻得我 彼此怎能愛下去

January

The sun is out
The streets are quiet
Without a doubt
January I'll be tired

Reflections

To love, to have loved and loves lost
To breaking hearts and being heart broken

To friendships forged and found
To friends of old rekindled

To food trips and bulging bellies
To hot soya bean milk

To the get-rich-quick scheme
To birthday dinners and farewells

To being silly
To being a fool
To be level headed
To wear your heart on your sleeve

To tears of laughter
To tears of joy
To tears of disappointment
To tears of sadness

To defying gravity
To 可惜我是水瓶座
To 願我可以學會放低你
To 化

christmas wishes and new year dreams

christmas wishes and new year dreams
silent nights and what they mean
happiness ain't what it seems
so much food till you can't fit into your jeans

christmas wishes and new year dreams
countdowns, fireworks and jeans bursting at its seam
resolutions made and faith redeemed
hopes held high, the heart still dreams

I think it's gonna rain today

If you are reading this, I just want to say that I am really sorry for what I have done. I can understand the hurt, the pain, the confusion and questions that you have and you're going through, and again, I am sorry to have caused all of it. I really do hope we can be what we said we'll be - "the best of friends". Getting from where we were to that is not going to be easy but I hope that we will be able to get there somehow.

At the end of the day, I just need to know that you will be alright.

...and I think it's gonna rain today...Better Midler

What makes you happy?

What does it take to make you happy and contented? Some people say that life is short and you should make the most out of it. There isn't anything which is perfect, is there?

Does one stop looking when they are in a comfortable place or should they keep looking for more? If it's the latter, then when do you know you've found it? And if you don't want to look anymore, does it mean that you've not lived life to the fullest?

Sigh....

To family, friends and love

To borrow a phrase from the bride's speech at a recent wedding dinner..."to family, friends and love"...I guess you can't live without 'em

It's increment day today

I guess it's how you look at things, isn't it?
(a) Be overly optimistic and get disappointed
(b) Be overly pessimistic and be happy with the meagre sum

Which would you choose? Which would I choose? Hmm....

Hmm...

In a rut, spiralling down and no glimpse of light
I need to pull myself out of it

Cartwheels

Everytime I walk along the aisle in the office, I feel like doing a cartwheel...then I realised I dunno how to cartwheel and will probably fall flat on my face

=P

我的心真的受傷了

To all those who had their PMDP the last couple of days, me included...


燈光熄滅了　音樂靜止了　滴下的眼淚已停不住了
天下起雨了　人是不快樂　我的心真的受傷了

The light dims, the music stops, and tears may flow
The sky darkens, happiness fades, and the heart hurts

but we just got to ti-ti-kia :P

Dissipated

Dissipate means:
(i) to drive away,
(ii) to use up, or
(iii) to vanish by

In my case, any of the 3 describes the state of my mind - wandering aimlessly, wasted away and close to vanished.

Damn...got to focus...

Enough?

With all there is, why settle for a piece of sky?
....which begs the question when is enough enough

Christmas mood

In a christmas mood already...our tree for this year in the office

Songs I'm listening to repeatedly

Been playing these 3 songs over and over...melancholic sad/love songs (i think...or at least they sound like one) again!!!

囍帖街
鍾無艷
十字架

...all from Kay 謝安琪

Who I am

Apparently this is who I am according to Typealyzer

ESFP - The Performers
The entertaining and friendly type. They are especially attuned to pleasure and beauty and like to fill their surroundings with soft fabrics, bright colors and sweet smells. They live in the present moment and don´t like to plan ahead - they are always in risk of exhausting themselves.

They enjoy work that makes them able to help other people in a concrete and visible way. They tend to avoid conflicts and rarely initiate confrontation - qualities that can make it hard for them in management positions.

Hmm...what's the last sentence doing there?

Nonsense

Mind wants to rest
Eyes wide awake
Oh what a mess
Tomorrow I'll be late

...old habits die hard

It's 9.23pm

It's 9.23pm on a Sunday night. I dislike Sunday nights..I dislike Monday mornings even more; especially when there's tons of work waiting to be finished and I can't be bothered doing them even though they're overdue...

...what's wrong with me?
...and what do i wanna achieve?