There are times when you feel like you wanna run up the hilltop, with your arms outstretched, singing your heart out with all the joy in the world just like Julie Andrews did in the opening scene of The Sound of Music . . . I don't feel like that right now.
Instead...
I wanna throw up yet there's nothing wrong with me
I wanna jump out the window but the window can't be opened
I feel trapped between the devil and the deep blue sea
I feel like the victim in Saw/SawII (if you've seen that movie)
I feel like singing yet no voice can come out
...that nagging feeling that everything is not right in the world and everyone is out to get you...I feel that right now....
The hills are alive with the sound of music....yet all I can see in front of me are mountains of work and stress which I can do without yet I can't avoid....
1 comment:
you can get out of that circle. but DO YOU want to? I am asking this very sincerely as a friend. Sometimes just find that you are TOO USED TO YOUR COMFORT ZONE and don't want change.
you know what i have done in the past when I don't like something. You can too if you want, but only if you want!!
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